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(comment now) [Tue, Mar 08 4:04pm] [ mood | chillin' ] Hey, hey, hey ,hey Ohhh... Won't you come see about me? I'll be alone, dancing you know it baby Tell me your troubles and doubts Giving me everything inside and out and Love's strange so real in the dark Think of the tender things that we were working on Slow change may pull us apart When the light gets into your heart, baby Don't You Forget About Me Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't You Forget About Me Will you stand above me? Look my way, never love me Rain keeps falling, rain keeps falling Down, down, down Will you recognise me? Call my name or walk on by Rain keeps falling, rain keeps falling Down, down, down, down Hey, hey, hey, hey Ohhhh..... Don't you try to pretend It's my feeling we'll win in the end I won't harm you or touch your defenses Vanity and security Don't you forget about me I'll be alone, dancing you know it baby Going to take you apart I'll put us back together at heart, baby Don't You Forget About Me Don't Don't Don't Don't Don't You Forget About Me As you walk on by Will you call my name? As you walk on by Will you call my name? When you walk away Or will you walk away? Will you walk on by? Come on - call my name Will you all my name? I say : La la la...

(2 obeyed | comment now) [Tue, Mar 08 7:19am] [ mood | nervous ] everybody wish me luck! 40 minutes!

(comment now) [Thu, Mar 03 8:15am] [ mood | hungry ] i am so tired!!! i slept all night last night. really! from 9:30 to 6:30. but i feel like my eyes didn't close all night. i really just wanted to stay home and sleep today but i had to go to school to go to crew. i'm probably not going to push myself as much today. well off to latin. hopefully i'll wake up soon. i need a bagel.

(1 obeyed | comment now) [Wed, Mar 02 9:34am] [ mood | wonderful ] [ music | life ] ... and it's gona be a bright (bright), bright, bright and sunshine-y day...

(comment now) [Fri, Feb 18 12:06pm] long day. See evrybody when i get back! peace!

(comment now) [Wed, Feb 16 10:05am] [ mood | i love the pandas! ] ok. quick entry. i'm still really really tired. these things on my hands are still there. they don't itch any more but they hurt really bad now. :( at least i have a short day today. i get to go home after school and then just drivers ed. i need to get another juob. i think once i get my license i'm going to either get a babysitting job or apply at charlies. who knows. ok. class is over. time to go off to study hall. i hate study hall. i need to start kniting or something. that way no matter where i am i'll have something fun to do. ok. toodles. matt~ have fun at work this afternoon. do a good job. be nice and cooperative. i love you * 10 million!

(2 obeyed | comment now) [Mon, Feb 14 9:44am] [ mood | depressed ] oh god. i'm so tired. i didn't sleep at all last night. and i don't even mean i only slept on and off and it doesn't feel like i got any sleep. i mean i did not sleep... literally. my eyes were pretty much open all night. i had a really bad night last night. i tried to do too much and ended up getting yelled at. apparently i ruin every ones lives. i push the people that love me away by constantly being upset and crying. i have a snotty attitude towards my family. and i think i have ultimate power over them because i can hold the fact that i'm depressed over their heads and get anything that i want. i ruin lives. make people sick. cry too much. my mom is at home right now with a really bad migraine because she didn't take her headache preventatives because she didn't want to sleep too soundly in case i decided to run away again. what can i do to make her not think like that? this is all my fault. my life is on a downward spiral. i take away everything that makes people happy. i just want to be someone else for a day. Happy Valentines Day.

(comment now) [Fri, Feb 11 10:19am] [ mood | awake... for now ] ok. this whole, only writing while i'm at school thing is getting really old. i've only written in this journal, like 4 times! oh well. serves me right for being paranoid. i had a really good night on tuesday. i went to the casino to see josh groban! he was spectacular! absolutely mind blowing! and what totally topped it off was that matt was there with me. and then the next night was even better. the only way it could have improved is if it had lasted for days. this weekend should be good. i've got to go to my therapist today. then off to driving with louis. only 24 more days until i get my license! i'm not as excited as i should be. more nervous. i'm determined to pass though. i will pass. i just wrote an email to my crew coach. i really really really want boys first boat! i dropped a few not so subtle hints to that in the email. i'm so bad. maybe i'll black mail him. hey i know his wifes birthday and his secret nickname (cupcake). probably won't work, but come on. how many people can call their coach cupcake? sigh. ok. off to concert choir. i wonder how many spots open up for select singers this year. i don't know if i'm going to put myself through that again though. i mean i really want it, but i'm not going to get in and i'm just embarrassing myself. humf. i'll think about it, but i highly doubt it. ok now i really have to go. toodles! ps- matt- i love you!

(1 obeyed | comment now) [Mon, Feb 07 7:39am] [ mood | crappy ] didn't sleep again. this is getting so old. the tylonol pm isn't working anymore. i feel like i'm going to pass out. have to go for more blood work this afternoon. so sick of being sick. matt...... come get me, ok? off to hoom room. <3

(1 obeyed | comment now) [Thu, Feb 03 7:34am] [ mood | drained ] i did too much yesterday. i feel like i've gone backwards. i don't think i'm goign to last more then three periods. so tired. some one take me home. sigh. is it 10:10 yet? this is so pointless. someone help me sleep. please?

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